Today everything doesn’t need to make sense… it’s okay for me to be afraid as long I am willing to face these fears rather than run from them. For years I have been standing still, afraid to move forward in fear of losing everything and everyone that I’ve ever loved.
The date was October 7th, 2011 and the temperature was unseasonably warm and with temperatures reaching 80° it was a beautiful Friday afternoon…
I am a verse wrapped inside a chorus, I am a blanket of lyrics sewn together by a string of words which both define, and destroy me. I am the aftermath of a powerful storm, I am the rainbow dancing through the sky as the thunder quietly fades away. I am the last kid picked, the first one blamed, and the only one stupid enough to stand still just long enough to watch it all slip away.
The evolution of a relationship, a friendship and everything in between is often a complex and confusing maze of emotions, discoveries and memories. Each day I spend with her I learn something new, I find that beauty can be hidden in the most unlikely of places. The connection between her and I exceeds that of sexual, physical, emotional and even mental. As a Pisces I was born of water, as an Aries she was raised by fire. Like fire and
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From the first day we breathe to the day our heart stops, each day we live just another day bought. While high up above the sky seems so far, when the rain starts to fall it begins cleansing old scars. The life which you’ve lost won’t rest all alone; their memory lives deep down in your soul. Remember the tears you cried by their side, remember their smile and the arms you confide. Remember the past for it’s written in stone, prepare for a future
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I have spent my life looking through the eyes of those around me. Gazing endlessly into eyes of strangers absorbing the pain they keep inside. I don’t want to believe this is the top, I don’t feel like this is all over. My love my loss, my pain it’s cost. Priceless and blatant it tears me apart; it leaves me hanging on to yesterday and standing still today. I am a child in a closet hiding from the screaming, the
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You wear with you a smile, so beautiful and pure You’re walking by in strides, my pain you are the cure You’re scared and broken down, alone and by yourself You fight the endless waves, you’re screaming out for help Your life is taking chances, and never looking back Running towards the sunset, despite how they react You speak to me in riddles, I write to you in rhymes You place your heart before me, I tell you in good
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