Throughout my life I have seen a lot, been a lot of places and met a lot of people. Over the years I have been invented, reinvented, and turned inside out by the choices I’ve made throughout this careless life of mine that so many others live vicariously through. If you’re someone I hold a special place for in my heart it likely means that at some point in my life you and I have sat down and we exchanged
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Allow me the chance to be your eyes so you can see past the obvious, let me be your heart so you can feel past the moment. Let me take your hand and show you what I see, make you feel what I feel and understand why I feel it. Blind, blind to the colors that are right in front of you. Surrounded by black and white with shades of gray and a pessimistic perspective which continues to drag not
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It’s an awkward realization knowing that my life could be defined by three words, two positions.. fight or flight.
In a world often mislead and guided by fear, every now and then we sometimes get a second chance. Where some find beauty only in the most obvious of places, a select few of us however find ways to find the same beauty tucked away between the cracks we cross while walking along a typical sidewalk. Beauty rests solely in the eye of the beholder, some too stubborn to acknowledge that such beauty still exists. I have seen this beauty,
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I have spent my life looking through the eyes of those around me. Gazing endlessly into eyes of strangers absorbing the pain they keep inside. I don’t want to believe this is the top, I don’t feel like this is all over. My love my loss, my pain it’s cost. Priceless and blatant it tears me apart; it leaves me hanging on to yesterday and standing still today. I am a child in a closet hiding from the screaming, the
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Sheltered, beneath the warmth of loves embrace, this world is not all that it appears to be. So many different shades of gray yet inside we are all still children. Not one of us truly wishes to grow up, for in our hearts we will live as children eternally. Life has a strange way of making us grow old; another responsibility leads to another failure. I sit here alone day in day out finding more and more ways to fight
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Are you okay? This is the life I live… What is wrong? The same things been broken all along. Is anyone really okay, knowing that inside of us all we are only lying to ourselves trying to piece together what it is we are supposed to be doing? Is it okay to not know how you feel at any given time? If you feel fine, but the world around you is asking what is wrong, your face isn’t lying, your
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