Meddling Emotions
It is funny, you think you know someone and then they do a complete 180 for no reason whatsoever. Sometimes it is easier to run and search for a path that is less traveled and make some sort of attempt at start…
Did Ya Miss Me?
Okay so it's been a long week or so, and my absence from LiveJournal is soley because of both my lack of motivation and my lack of patience. Sat night my car was vandalized, 1,200 in damage and now Wednesday I have the c…
The Answer is Clear
It's 2:30am.... I am sitting here alone and just thinking about what is happening. I am beginning to think that by talking, I only make matters worse, and that it is easier just to keep in what I have to say. Someti…
Breaking the Habit
Okay so I am going to take some time to write in here a bit, a little not life story conversation and just a little bit of normal. Ok so there really is no normal, there is no standard for how we are all supposed to act …
What if?
Inside of us all lies the broken fragments of our inner demons. within our souls, and inside our mind... lies the missing pieces of a child. buried deep inside the mixed emotions, the constant frustrations and the remain…
Changes
Here I sit once again, eyes closed and my heart laying there in front of me. I'm looking back through the memories in my head, searching through the indexed faces and thumb nailed photographs. Its hard for me to accept s…
Today is the First Day of the Rest of My Life....
Giving In…I have given into the fact that LiveJournal will not give me my old journal back, two years of memories gone that will never be recovered. No reason whatsoever as to why they suspended my account, never an emai…
Breaking Down
How long have we been waiting, for time to fall in place? What is it that keeps us fighting, we are running out of space Staring into darkness, nothing left to render I close my eyes forever, I bow my head, surrender …