Today everything doesn’t need to make sense… it’s okay for me to be afraid as long I am willing to face these fears rather than run from them. For years I have been standing still, afraid to move forward in fear of losing everything and everyone that I’ve ever loved.
More often than not my music of the moment is a direct reflection of my current state of mind. It is an extension of who I am, it is the words I wish I could speak when I am tongue tied and terrified of what I might say. Each song represents a moment in my life which I refuse to forget, for better or for worst. To anyone who really knows me than you already know all of the above,
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Throughout my life I have seen a lot, been a lot of places and met a lot of people. Over the years I have been invented, reinvented, and turned inside out by the choices I’ve made throughout this careless life of mine that so many others live vicariously through. If you’re someone I hold a special place for in my heart it likely means that at some point in my life you and I have sat down and we exchanged
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The date was October 7th, 2011 and the temperature was unseasonably warm and with temperatures reaching 80° it was a beautiful Friday afternoon…
This place was once a home picked out by me and her, while we were moving forward our hearts were torn apart. Now years later her name rarely leaves these lips, until I am reminded of everything I miss. I miss waking up to breakfast and her touch, so long ago when I was truly in love. So much has happened that can’t be undone, now out of options I have nowhere to run. This place was a home once
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Allow me the chance to be your eyes so you can see past the obvious, let me be your heart so you can feel past the moment. Let me take your hand and show you what I see, make you feel what I feel and understand why I feel it. Blind, blind to the colors that are right in front of you. Surrounded by black and white with shades of gray and a pessimistic perspective which continues to drag not
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I am a verse wrapped inside a chorus, I am a blanket of lyrics sewn together by a string of words which both define, and destroy me. I am the aftermath of a powerful storm, I am the rainbow dancing through the sky as the thunder quietly fades away. I am the last kid picked, the first one blamed, and the only one stupid enough to stand still just long enough to watch it all slip away.
It’s an awkward realization knowing that my life could be defined by three words, two positions.. fight or flight.
The evolution of a relationship, a friendship and everything in between is often a complex and confusing maze of emotions, discoveries and memories. Each day I spend with her I learn something new, I find that beauty can be hidden in the most unlikely of places. The connection between her and I exceeds that of sexual, physical, emotional and even mental. As a Pisces I was born of water, as an Aries she was raised by fire. Like fire and
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In a world often mislead and guided by fear, every now and then we sometimes get a second chance. Where some find beauty only in the most obvious of places, a select few of us however find ways to find the same beauty tucked away between the cracks we cross while walking along a typical sidewalk. Beauty rests solely in the eye of the beholder, some too stubborn to acknowledge that such beauty still exists. I have seen this beauty,
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