So I guess Lori is right, every time you are finally up, something comes around and kicks you right back down where you belong. My vacation technically started last night, with plans of something lavish and exciting it all came to a screeching halt when the transmission in my grand prix started to slip. Hoping that it was a simple problem easily fixed, I set it aside until today when I wanted to go to have it looked at. 

Unfortunately, it was not so simple as in the process of going to have it looked at it got much worse, and now it is the equivalent of standing still waiting for a nice gust of wind to come and hopefully push you across the street.  

It’s sad because I feel like I am letting Lori down, I promised something wonderful and now I can’t even do that, I am going to try really hard to make this week special, despite the time I need to dedicate to hopefully attempting to fix my wounded car once again. Work has been wearing on me, even if I do nothing this week the time is much needed, and I am glad I get to spend it with Lori. She is my best friend, and me and my best friend can be doing nothing at all and have the best time doing it. 

It is late, we got back from Leah’s party an hour ago, a special thanks to Tenaya for her extremely generous care for Hunter in our time and need of escape. My thoughts and prayers go out to her in the next few months, and I wish for nothing but the best, hang in there and be strong. 

To everyone else, you take care too. There is a time for love and there is a time for forgiveness, I do not know where I was going with that, but I am tired, and somehow my bed is speaking to me. Have fun everyone, smile, breathe, and remember to live.  

Mood: Tired