Okay so it’s been a long week or so, and my absence from LiveJournal is soley because of both my lack of motivation and my lack of patience. Sat night my car was vandalized, 1,200 in damage and now Wednesday I have the car back together and better than it was.  

It hurts me to know that someone would do this, and that I have to take all these extra precautions just to protect myself and my car.  

It’s been hard lately, there is a lot going on and a million things to think about. Me and Lori although very close, are distant at times. It’s hard but I feel like we both do it just to avoid an argument and to continue to still be peaceful. It puts a strain on our love life and our time together. Now that this whole car thing is in the past, I am going to work hard to correct that.  

It’s really hard to believe that the summer is already 1/3 over and I really haven’t done anything at all with the time. Work is a serious drain and constant strain, its hard sometimes to keep up two separate hotels with a variety of problems.  

Tomorrow me and Lori are heading to Milwaukee to the Summerfest grounds to see Seether, Trapt and Michelle Branch in Concert. I am super excited because it will be a chance for me and Lori to get some time out and do something fun and exciting.  

We are meeting Jayme down there and that will be fun, although now that I think about it, I believe that it would be funner just me and Lori, I don’t want to deal with the tension of me and Jayme and everything else. I will see if we can take off and spend some time apart.  

I love Lori with all my heart, I will admit that I am often distracted by little things in life and sometimes the big things and get thrown off course of what I am supposed to be doing and what I want.  

It’s hard sometimes to be this person, everyone either looks up to me, looks down at me, or pushes me away. I am standing here at times, looking out and seeing no one looking directly back at me, it may have something to do with my height but ya never know…  

So lately I have been really into Trapt, their music is something else, kind of like something I would write, if anything they are very real and very powerful. If you don’t have them, download Enigma, Echo, New Beginnings, and Made of Glass by Trapt, you won’t be let down. I was hooked on Michelle Branch In concert, but her new cd is kinda not me and I am sure I will spend more time over by Trapt than Michelle Branch.  

So yeah, my life is crazy, it’s been hot out and with hot brings sweat. I hate sweat. On a lighter note, I have developed some really great friendships with my co-workers in FonDuLac especially Denise, Charlieann, and Steve. All of which I consider friends and not just co-workers. These Three make work fun and exciting for me, I owe them a lot for that. 

Ok so its late now, work comes early, and I need to take a shower before I hit the bed. Take care everyone and Hope everyone is doing good 🙂