Giving In…
I have given into the fact that LiveJournal will not give me my old journal back, two years of memories gone that will never be recovered. No reason whatsoever as to why they suspended my account, never an email or a note or even a hint that they would do such a thing. Even now several months later I hesitate to start a new journal, knowing the likeliness of another deletion and taking that risk seems a little out of place. But here I am again, feeling left out of a world I once dominated, with my words so deep in vein, and my soul so open to the world.

Here I am again, opening the door to a world that no one really understands, and some don’t want to see. But underneath it all is the idle curiosity and unexplainable need to see what this person has to say, neither here nor there I will bring back to you that need for that curiosity, never knowing what will happen next… this entry marks the start, of yet another journey in my ever eventful life… today marks the first day of the rest of my life.